MEMOIRS OF AN UNKOWN SOLDIER
I view every summer in the same way an atheist says ''dear god''. Ive been treating laughter like something electric that i need to do just to not feel barren. You messed with my white matter at the cost of my therapy
and i stand.
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Unknown soldier who would i be without you?
at the edge of my seat, stomping my feet in my feminine attire. A big girl in a small body, once walked those streets like they belonged to her. Monumental or mental ?
My fears are now ambivalent. I no longer know which one of the two i fear more. For in this world our reflection belongs to two places only : The mirror and the eyes of another
Dear soldier, unknown in name , not in gaze.
I could never un know that.
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Unknown soldier, writes, occasionally smokes, runs , kisses like a memory you can't lose.
Are you writing all that down ?
There's a big party tonight, down the memory lane and i might not even go this time. Im a regular there. As usual, a fine liquor arrives on the rocks. But that thought betrays itself when he's the one who knows that i don't drink .
Once the sun hit my face, i felt brave. Once i traveled alone, it felt brave. Once we.
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Fucking somber town. Never rearranged like a furniture, or a hair color. Always open with closed doors. Now i understand yours, soldier, preference to watch it from above. City's a miniature, so your problems lose their size.
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Unknown soldier who would you be without me ?
All cheeky and tall. Observant and sure. Habitually chasing victories and virtual worlds. Tell me all about it.
When i turned older i knew it. Life is unfair. Unfair like the first time i felt injustice.
Like a time in a school parental meeting, where one's parent chair remained empty.
Ouch , so harsh. And if it's harsh it makes me complex. Not very appealing for you to date. But appealing enough for me to live. I have someone to make flourish. That's me, my girl.
All those moral fiber pages, the gatherings with a hint of vodka, the country retreat , your sun-colored companion, the balcony where a second mother listened, the new names in your story. Are they infinite? Soldier answer me. Are they?
Unknown Soldier who would i be with you?
I don't seem to know just yet. Would i be content? A reliable partner for you to grow? or a liability for you to go?
i stand , i love , i try , try , try .
Unknown soldier, you're not unknown to me
